It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me...

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 6:46 pm

Here recently I have not been able to write anything and I think this is the end of my writing career... I Think I lost inspiration... I dream of nothing anymore and when I do dream it is just voices and pitchblackness... The past few nights I've had one dream that has allowed me to see but that was it...I'm not going to tell you about the dream because some people know about it... And I really feel like I've lost inspiration because the only thing that is the same is the way I look at nature...I feel different and I think I should quit the website if I can't write anything because it's for the creative and obviously I am losing my creative touch all together...

Love,
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Bethany Renee Eplin <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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lilM · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 6:52 pm

My dear Bethany...You have not lost imspiration...You can not lose imspiration...You can find it but not lose it...It is all around you...Just stop looking and it will find you...And please don't give up for my sake...You are my imspiration...My friends and family are my imspiration...Please don't give up my dear...I love you buddy...

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I love them...Fellings were confessed...Arms wrapeed around eachother in an embrace...Soft lips meet and love is found... This will all end soon and my heart will be broken yet again...

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:01 pm

Makayla.. I have not been looking for it... I think I lost it because I started giving up hope and I just don't know what to do because I need to write my book and I need to write poems because I can't do anything else and I feel like I'm just wasting away by doing nothing... I laid on my floor and cried last night... I don't even want to get up this morning so I was trying to force myself to sleep but I keep having that damned dream...

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lilM · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:07 pm

Bethany...All artist have been in situation...I have been in it...I cried and cried until my friends couldn't take it...They helped me and I found imspiration in them...This will pass with great speed...Just don't worry

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I love them...Fellings were confessed...Arms wrapeed around eachother in an embrace...Soft lips meet and love is found... This will all end soon and my heart will be broken yet again...

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:16 pm

I have never been in this situation and I don't think it will pass...

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**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:20 pm

I have never been in this situation and I don't think it will pass...

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lilM · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:21 pm

I have been and I know it will pass...

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I love them...Fellings were confessed...Arms wrapeed around eachother in an embrace...Soft lips meet and love is found... This will all end soon and my heart will be broken yet again...

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:30 pm

Well I haven't but it feels like it won't pass...

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lilM · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 7:54 pm

It will

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I love them...Fellings were confessed...Arms wrapeed around eachother in an embrace...Soft lips meet and love is found... This will all end soon and my heart will be broken yet again...

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Sun Feb 21, 2010 9:40 pm

This is the end... I give up...
If any of you would like to contact me just send me a letter to my home address...Ask Angela for it..

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Bubbles · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Mon Feb 22, 2010 6:10 am

Hey Girl! We are all our own worst critic. Give yourself a break ... lighten up. Many creative people have road blocks, writer's block, artistic block. I always have my best ideas while I'm taking a shower. Find out what works for you. If I can help you in any way, let me know. I'm an old bag that's been around the block a few times.

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**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Mon Feb 22, 2010 9:26 pm

Nothing inspires me... I have not been able to get it back and I know I won't... Not until I get back the person that inspires me...but it is impossible...I am giving up my dream to be an author because I have no more hopes and dreams...

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fleamailman · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:08 pm

("...well, tell me what it is that you have lost here, I am not going to say anything, I'm just listening now..." said the goblin)

**Dark_Spinning_Fairy** · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:31 pm

I've lost the person that inspired me and kept me going strong... He isn't inspiring me anymore.... It's not his fault though.. Because I am the one giving up...

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fleamailman · Subject: Re: It Feels Like Nothing Inspires Me... Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:35 am

Dark_Spinning_Fairy wrote:

I've lost the person that inspired me and kept me going strong... He isn't inspiring me anymore.... It's not his fault though.. Because I am the one giving up...

"...you should give up that which you feel not to be you at this point, for what remains will be you afresh for sure, and anyway, writing is simply a "journey to self", nothing more than that, so above all don't ever feel guilty about it, as simply you have nothing to prove nor defend here..." mentioned the goblin, adding "...just post from time to time to keep us company so to speak, and that will make everyone happy, so relax about it..." mentioned the goblin, adding "...posting isn't about trying to write, or meet some deadline, it's more like talking, it just cool to chat like this at times is it not..."